And he said to them, Why are you so fearful? how is it that you have no faith? Mark 4:40

 “Christ was asleep in the storm, to try the faith of his disciples, and to stir them up to pray. Their faith appeared weak, and their prayers strong. When our wicked hearts are like the troubled sea which cannot rest, when our passions are unruly, let us think we hear the law of Christ, saying, Be silent, be dumb. When without are fightings, and within are fears, and the spirits are in a tumult, if he say, Peace, be still, there is a great calm at once. Why are ye so fearful? Though there may be cause for some fear, yet not for such fear as this. Those may suspect their faith, who can have such a thought as that Jesus careth not though his people perish. How imperfect are the best of saints! Faith and fear take their turns while we are in this world; but ere long, fear will be overcome, and faith will be lost in sight. “

Messengers of Hope; Disciples of faith through overcoming fears. I am not a leader but instead a person who has believed that the trials have given me a faith and testimony that is bigger. I am an addict, but I am a mother….. I am a performer, but I believe in standing up for the right thing. The world is a place of stigma, you see a person like me and instead of knowing that I am a person who would give the world to anyone because I know the desire to have one person to be willing to make the attempt.

You see the time when your faith is tested the most and you see the people around you and you notice the rise that comes from the circle and I believe that if I can eat well then so can you. The world is yours and you do not know what one person will do god sends us messengers through the wisdom of others and this was my experience in life that among a world full of demons one shy little prince gently took me by the hand and walked with me through infinite possibilities like a guardian angel so not a ghost silly simply a spirit guide that was needed during that time, now I just know that there is no time to embrace a mere illusion and I am not liking the way that the whole outcome has gone especially since there is so much more room for growth and success in both courts.

This is when you realize your worth your value and the extreme that your mere bold behavior initiated p.s the devilish smile gave it away and the childish innocence nothing is more attractive then a person who wants to be established prior to committing into something unless you got a bad broad willing to go the extra mile and be willing to give you a swift kick in the ass and tell you to move on that’s what it means to go through trials in order to transcend into your higher mentality.